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01:51 pm
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i am going to have to kill/ silence kareen
yes, i know where she sleeps
and i cast spells on her at night
and they are usually for protection
but now that she is reading my stupid thoughts out loud, i might have to cast a spell of silence instead
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01:32 pm
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summertime
summer has been pretty good so far. i've done a lot, yet not enough. still haven't cleaned my room. or been able to find a shitty second job. which sucks a lot bc bandidos hasn't been scheduling me as often as they did when i was in school. does tony hate me now? or is it bc its summertime?
i did, however, get to ride to asheville with katie for a wedding she was bridesmaiding for. and in that whole process i met this adorable, handsome, polite, nice 18 yr old boy who i want to plot a marriage with my sister for. i really think they'd like eachother. the best part was that i got to hang out with natalie for a night and meet eon. we drank good beer, played card games with some people, had a slumber party, ate good breakfast, visited eon's bookstore and got 30% off used books, went to true blue and picked out paper for the print natalie made for me, and then katie picked me up off the side of the road.
i've also been trying to play a lot of tennis. i want to not suck. i wish tyler and eliot were still here, but at least kareen is always up for playing and we can usually find some pple to play doubles with us. last night was scary bc the lights just shut off without warning and it went from being really bright to pitch black and i was scared someone was going to jump me and katie and i started thinking about having to rip someones eyes out. i scare myself too easily i think.
trey's bday was fun times, it was nice to see trey trey marshal and everyone else that i hadnt seen in such a long time. it was a nice scene change too. the next night i went to see endless mic and some other artists at cat's cradle and didn't have to pay. free is always good. the last show was really good. it's weird being 21 now bc wherever i go pple always get that big black marker ready and in the air before they even ask to see my id.
i wish i could have gone to the beach with tyler and andrew and isaac and joe morris. i bet they are having good beach time. i need good beach time. we all need good beach time.
katie is visiting us and yesterday we started making a piñata that will be made into will moore's head. and we're making a mini me for it too. for his going away party. he's going to japan. it was so goopy.
i am supposed to be leaving the country soon. kind of freaking out. kind of have this feeling like nothing will work out. wish i had more money. wish i had more time. what am i gonna do with my stuff? need to put floor in the attic. maybe i can put some stuff up there. we'll see.
when are ali and jessica coming back? WHEN!?
my sister graduates from ashbrook june 10. i really don't want to go. i HATE having to see or talk to people that i don't want to see or talk to. especially if i haven't seen them in years. especially if it's ms. layton or some other snooty bitches like her. it really gives me anxiety.
ok im going to go make someone give me another job.
fuck getting a drinking ticket 8 days before my 21st birthday. that's 145 dollars too many to lose.
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02:56 pm
[Link] | bandido's makes me farty
i want to go on a hunter-gatherer diet.
they didn't get periods til they were 19 bc they were so lean. and ran around everywhere. with babies.
i just found out alesha and kristin get to go to vegas for FREE!!!
on my 21st birthday!!!
oh well...
speaking of my 21st birthday...i dunno what i want to do yet exactly...it is the weekend right before exams start. yuck. i hope not everyone is too busy studying to come get drunk with me.
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06:33 pm
[Link] | i work at bandido's mexican restaurant on franklin now. everybody is really nice. i have a manager named james who is really cool and laid back and fun. he warned me about oscar, the other manager. he said he was kind of crazy and not to let him get to me. i found out what he was talking about when oscar flipped on me and the other waitress olivia for leaving a drink menu on the front counter. we dont even know who put that shit up there. he made sure we understood that the front counter was his sacred little work space that needed to be clean at all times.
then he starts joking around.
he is fucking nuts or bi-polar or something.
friday night me deb saul ramiro amanda and her friends jaqueline, amy, and some girl...kristin maybe? came over and we drank and watched that 70s show.
it just kept coming on over and over
and then me and ramiro passed out on the couch at around 1130
last night i met up with saul and two friends who are normally big nerds who do nothing but hw and play videogames but were celebrating tehir 21st bdays. i had intentions of getting drunk, until i realized saul was plastered out of his mind and needed to be taken home.
tonight saul and i are going to go see nathan asher and his infintry at the local 506.
hopefully neither of us will forget our id's.
i want to go to western to see nat.
i want to go to scotland to see ali.
i want to go to poland to see jj.
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05:25 pm
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DON'T get 2 drunk 2 fuck
biscochito:
Mexican slang for vagina.
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10:15 pm
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spring break whooooooooooooooo
deb thomas and i went to puerto rico
we spent a lot of time at atlantic beach hotel, and i hit on a guy i thought was gay by telling him i'd pay him with loving and shaking my boobs
turns out he was straight
we drank a lot (and spent too much) and danced a lot
met one cool person
got a tan/sun burn
but now it's back to fucking school
this shit is hard
what am i going to be when i grow up
i need like 2000 dollars
but spring break made me broke
good thing im going to be a waitress
at bandidos
students dont usually tip that well
i had a dream that andrea discovered a tiny little man (like the size of my pinky) praying on a huge rock we were playing on and riding wheel chairs around, in a parking lot...and i saw her amazed little face and went to look and he turned into a naked little plastic man toy.
i also dreamnt i saw the most beautiful sky and wanted to paint it in my dream so much that i exhausted myself trying to take a mind pic
and i also dream that the back shed caught on fire and so did the grass and i had to put it out
i wanna play tennis sometime soon, if itll stop sleeting, wtf?
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12:03 pm
[Link] | wow i haven't been on here in forever, but i remembered about bc this weirdo-kenton said he found my livejournal
well i haven't really been up to anything much. saturday night we beat duke and I watched it and jumped around with some people then went to franklin and hopped over some fires and went to aladdins and got left and roamed franklin and ran into carolyn and matt clements and we all hugged and yelled a lot, then i walked home alone (running partly bc i was scared) then i peed on davie circle then these boys offered me utz sour cream and onion potatoe chips and i brought them to my back porch and then they were talking to NASH on the phone so i was like HEY NASH!!! then they took me to my neighbors house and i met them and that's nice bc its good to know your neighbors, then i went home and kb and rachel and alesha were home and josh was there too and they all looked happy except rachael bc she was yelling at brad then i left
sunday i went to eliot's cookout and brought them cantelope, that was a nice time. good burger.
last night i went and saw wilco and managed to find garrett d. a great seat and also managed to forget to call blanca to tell her i couldn't go teach her and i felt so terrible
now the rest of this week is going to suck, but its ok bc i'm going to PUERTO RICO!!!!!!!!!!!
with my beloved deborah
and my semi-beloved thomas
i don't know him that well but he seems like a lot of fun fun fun
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06:21 pm
[Link] | dancing on a marble table:
$133
replacing the rear wheel of my bike:
$160
going 90 in a 70:
$710 plus 4 points on my license
still being alive after involvement in a 4 car wreck on I-85:
priceless
and now it's time to go job hunting.
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02:05 am
[Link] | merry christmas to all.
christmas can be so sad, i always worry about all the people who are not having a merry christmas.
and then i see people walking alone in the street in the dark in the rain.
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04:44 pm
[Link] | jealousy is the dumbest of all human emotions.
well at least you realize how dumb it can be when you find your insides are turning in wave of jealousy over someone you don't really even care about at all.
i suppose the more self-centered you are the more jealous you get.
unless you're really in love, then i suppose you'll find yourself in a quiet, mournful jealousy.
i'm jealous of people who are done with exams.
i'm also jealous of permanent residents and naturalized citizens.
i'm also jealous of kiera kightly.
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03:19 pm
[Link] | i have to go see pride and prejudice again.
i have to see mr.darcy again.
why am i so sleepy when i just slept like 12 hours?! why am i always sleepy?! i think i have some sort of psychological disorder. i'm gonna go to caps, maybe they can help me stop being sleepy. if mr. darcy was my boyfriend maybe i'd wake up.
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10:59 pm
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i'm in love!
holy shit
i have never ever ever EVERRRRRRRR been as attracted to anyone as i was to matthew macfayden as depicted in pride and prejudice.
i wanna jump his bones. i never want to jump bones.
i dunno what's wrong with me.
i tried to find pictures of him on the internet, but apparantly he is only hot as shit in this movie.
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01:27 am
[Link] | well there are only 5 days of this hell left and i still gotta write another paper, then another, then another, and take what will probably be my two hardest exams...i better not sleep too much.
i can't wait until this is all over, saturday night i will feel so relaxed, i might even be asleep, but i hope i am celebrating the end of the semester in an opposite way.
i think i'm going to stay in chapel hill for a few days after exams are over and clean up my room, the house, do laundry, and see an academic advisor, and figure out what classes i want to take the rest of my time here, see if i will be able to take some art classes before i graduate, see if i want to minor or double in spanish, see anna.
i hope when i go home i get to spend some time with my dad and do something fun with him. i don't remember the last time i did that. i think he needs some fun. maybe i will get to talk some sense into my mom. hopefully i'll get to hang out with randy and have some positive influence on him. i hope i get to see a lot of the people i have missed for too long. like shelby! and even punk rock larry. i think about him more than he would think, but maybe he does think it, i dunno, but i wonder how he is and i hope he is ok. i wonder if i'll maybe get to see jenny, i haven't seen or talked to her in even more ages than others. i wonder how she is...
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11:36 pm
[Link] | today the cat drank my pee.
as i was peeing.
jk, jk.
it was out of the toilet.
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03:08 pm
[Link] | when i saw common he asked for a volunteer and picked this hot black girl from the front row and took her up on stage and serenaded her and rubbed her moo moo.
my head is going to explode, or implode. it feels as if my brain has an itch and it is trying to scratch itself and by doing so is pulling itself together, and making itslef more compact. it hurts a lot.
sometimes it feels more like there is a brick stuck in my brain and the edges rub up against my skull if i don't move slowly. and one of the corners is about to poke out through my left eye.
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10:20 am
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latino men are wack
the other day this latino man yelled at me and i cried. it was a misunderstanding having to do with what time his middle-school aged daughter was supposed to get home.
last night i dreamt that he felt bad and wrote us a note telling us he was sorry, etc.
i wish that was real.
i also wish i could open my bathroom window. it must have gotten painted shut.
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04:07 pm
[Link] | our neighborhood was interesting yesterday. there was a cat, Mika, stuck in a tree for about 12 hrs and alesha paid 140 dollars to get her down. a man climbed up with spikes on his shoes and put her in a sack.
meanwhile
the people across the street were breaking up because the man didn't come home halloween night. didn't call. nothing.
but baby please, baby please.
he had nothing to say to defend himself.
eliot recorded some of the argument. she was really loud and in the front yard.
and yesterday morning kristin drove me and deborah to the sunrise biscuit place and then to class and i stepped out of the car and walked like 10 steps and threw up in a bush and deb took me to the bathroom to wipe off the insane amounts of black running down my face and this old woman with white hair asks me if i need a mommy in a southern accent and deb tells her i just threw up so she comes over and HUGS me a great big hearty hug and tells me i should go to student health.
i felt like such an asshole/liar. but at least i got up and went to class.
and deborah's mexican men want to devorar a deborah. chomp chomp. mmmmmmmmmm
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03:55 pm
[Link] | the best part of life is friends.
why didn't anyone go to the 80's dance? i had a good time and all, but it was just different this time compared to other times and it had to do with the fact that i didn't see hardly anyone i knew besides my housemates. and i mean they are cool and all, but i see them all the time.
why can't we all just live in one giant adorable house with a big back yard and a dog and a cat and a tree swing? everybody.
for halloween i had real big boobs for the first time ever. the only thing that sucked about halloween is that i had to stay at my house bc there were people there and when i finally got to go to franklin street, everyone just wanted to go to qdoba. so i didn't see any fun costumes and i didn't run into people i knew and my feet were in hell. at least i had fun at our party.
i'm just grumpy bc there are a lot of people who's company i haven't gotten to enjoy in a while and i'm just scared life is going to run out and i won't have gotten enough of anyone.
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03:53 am
[Link] | today i:
bought 200 dollars and 15 cents worth of groceries (...actually more since i saved with kristin's vic card)and managed to put them all away
made awesome tomato soup with milk and cream cheese and grilled cheeses with kristin for our dinner
started working on my roster for girl's intramural rec soccer
watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind for the second time since i saw it at the carolina theatre and loved it just as much and cried maybe more
enjoyed a 4 dollar white mocha
bought a notebook sized planner because they are out of the unc planners with the student pics gosh darn it
wished natalie and katie a very happy birthday and was sad i wasn't with them instead
i still have dishes to wash, 9 chapters of history 18 to read, immigrants to interview, a cat to take to the vet and bathe cuz he stinks, a passport to get, and a citizenship, and i should probably unpack sometime soon huh
but how can i concentrate to do all this when HE's HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!
and amazing
not to mention,
a god
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09:06 pm
[Link] | on thursdays afterschool/work i need to not watch a goodtimes marathon and freeway and then have a bad friday and lots more to catch up on.
i really want to take a train somewhere bc i've never been on a train.
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